{"id":9837,"date":"2022-03-01T17:28:39","date_gmt":"2022-03-01T23:28:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/?p=9837"},"modified":"2022-03-01T17:28:40","modified_gmt":"2022-03-01T23:28:40","slug":"susan-queen-of-narnia-and-bookseller-of-swansea","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/susan-queen-of-narnia-and-bookseller-of-swansea\/","title":{"rendered":"Susan, Queen of Narnia and Bookseller of Swansea"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h2 class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\" id=\"h-\"><\/h2>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-9838\" srcset=\"https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443-370x278.jpg 370w, https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443-770x578.jpg 770w, https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443.jpg 2016w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\" id=\"Red-Wine\"><strong><em>by <strong>Bryant Burroughs<\/strong><\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n<p>Author\u2019s Note: I&#8217;m intrigued by how Susan Pevensie could have lived in the &#8220;real&#8221; world after her adventures in Narnia. C.S. Lewis, himself, encouraged his young readers to write that story. This is my attempt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>This is a momentous day!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Susan Pevensie is on a train!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  The silly doggerel leapt into Susan\u2019s head and overstayed like an unwelcome guest, despite being alternatively shushed and ignored. Yet she couldn\u2019t deny that it was, indeed, a momentous day, her first time venturing onto a train since the Great Wreck at Waterloo had orphaned her two decades earlier. Susan had survived the carnage but bore wounds deeper than the scars still visible on her back and legs. The act of walking onto the station platform and climbing aboard the train to Swansea had emptied her courage reservoir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  As the Southwest train rattled across the ridge and headed down toward Swansea, Susan was reminded of the W.H. Auden poem and frowned to herself at the concluding line of how everyone longs for letters, \u201cFor who can bear to feel himself forgotten.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  <em>Why have I been forgotten? <\/em>Susan thought. <em>He said he would be here, and I would find him, but I\u2019ve looked for him every day. He wasn\u2019t in the hospital with me or school or London or in the countryside. He has forgotten me.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  \u201cAre you OK, Miss? asked the conductor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  Susan looked up, realizing she had been talking to herself. \u201cYes, I\u2019m fine,\u201d she lied. She always lied when asked any question that even remotely touched upon Aslan, even when his name went unmentioned.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-medium\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" src=\"https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/free-online-fiction-poetry-art-300x225.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5712\"\/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  Swansea was a little seacoast village that bore its own wounds and scars. Over the centuries, its fields had been trampled by Anglo-Saxon, Viking, and Norman conquerors, its ancient priory destroyed in the English Civil War, and the manor house that once hosted Henry VIII was now only a ruin. Yet, the village had survived. The belltower of St. Mary\u2019s still pealed for births and weddings and deaths and day\u2019s end, as it had since the church\u2019s charter by King John in 1204. Centuries of gales howling from the sea had scoured away names and dates on many of the headstones that circled the church, but the stones remained.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Susan had emptied her savings to buy the little shop with its three-room flat above it. The widow, whose house and garden were in the lane behind the shop, had tried to keep the shop going after her husband died, but the memories had exhausted her. Now Susan, with her single bag in hand, put the key into the front door lock and pushed into the shop. Light streamed through the windows. Floor to ceiling bookshelves cried out for books and the readers who would caress them. The air seemed to collaborate with the light and the bookshelves to produce a wonderful sense of old pages that contained life\u2019s wisdom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  She went right to work, sweeping floors, dusting shelves and unpacking boxes. Her bookshop would offer only children\u2019s books, which she carefully placed on the lower shelves within easy reach of young readers. After three hours of work, she had filled the brown trash bin behind the shop and the bookshelves looked ready and inviting. She retrieved her bag, which was at the foot of the stairs where she had dropped it, and carefully withdrew with both hands a wooden plaque with a small chain. She stared at it for a few minutes, then walked to the front door and hung the plaque in the door window. Now anyone passing by, on their way to Taylor\u2019s Tea or Land\u2019s Inn Pub next door or to St. Mary\u2019s across the street, would know the name of Swansea\u2019s new bookshop: Aslan\u2019s Place.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  A few minutes later, she lifted the steaming teakettle from the stove in the tiny kitchen at the top of the stairs and prepared her first tea as Susan the Bookshop Owner. As she stirred the cup, she heard from downstairs a soft plop and then a staccato rustling. Maybe a book had fallen from a shelf, she thought and, after a quick sip, walked downstairs. Books stood straight on the shelves, and several empty boxes were in the corner. Then one of the boxes shivered, and out popped a golden tabby with round yellow eyes. The cat flopped at her feet and rolled over and over on its back. Perfectly at home in the bookshop, the golden cat stayed with Susan through her tea, dinner and bath, then curled up at the foot of her bed for the night.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-medium\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" src=\"https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/free-online-fiction-poetry-art-300x225.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5712\"\/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  It was not a restful sleep for Susan. The Dream had tracked her to Swansea and found her again that first night in her flat above the bookshop. Whether memory or dream, she was once again Queen Susan, friend of Aslan and keeper of the bow and arrows. She was back in Narnia, the land known as Aslan\u2019s country, into which she and her three siblings had stumbled through a wardrobe in England. She was back, too, helping Aslan save Narnia and its creatures. She had reigned as Queen Susan the Gentle for fifteen Narnian years, until the day Aslan told her that she would return to England, never to come back to Narnia because she had achieved all that was needed of her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  How she hated being forced to leave Narnia after her exciting life as queen. Narnia had been <em>different<\/em>\u2014a place where right and wrong, good and evil, honor and shame were clear, direct, actionable. In her \u201creal life,\u201d she had yet to find anything more real than Narnia, Aslan, and its courteous, considerate inhabitants.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; The Dream disintegrated as Susan awoke with a start. Something was breathing on her neck, then she realized it was only the cat. Sadness flooded her at the memory of the times that Aslan had breathed on her, and she had taken heart. His breath had healed the ill and brought courage to the fearful. She wept bitterly as a line from Virginia Woolf pounced on her sad spirit: \u201cLife is a dream. Tis waking that kills us.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cThere I go again,\u201d Susan said aloud to the cat, as she stroked its soft golden fur. \u201cAll my friends are not really friends\u2014just people whose books I\u2019ve read.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; In the morning, as Susan ate her toast with jam, the cat jumped into the kitchen sink as if such behavior was its normal way to request a bowl of water. After a long drink, the cat scampered to the back door. When Susan opened it so that the little cat could return to its home, a large, beautiful charcoal gray cat with a proud, erect tail bent at the end waited outside. It peered up at her, as regally as a cat could be while holding a mouse in its jaws. The golden cat greeted the newcomer with a friendly head-butt. The gray cat dropped the mouse and walked into the bookshop to explore. The golden cat watched for a moment and then raced across the lane to the open gate in the wall of the widow\u2019s house. There it rubbed the legs of the widow named Alice who was waiting at the gate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  \u201cWell,\u201d Alice called to Susan, \u201cI see you\u2019ve met Buster and Jazzy. Why don\u2019t you join me for tea this afternoon?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Susan waved a weak \u201cLove to!\u201d before realizing it was Sunday, her last day to get her bookshop ready for customers on Monday morning. She cleaned furiously for an hour, until the bells of St. Mary\u2019s began pealing with such beauty that she postponed the rest of her work and walked across the street and slipped into a chair next to one of the massive stone pillars that had held the roof for seven centuries. She placed a hand on the unmovable stone pillar and thought, <em>Here is something that lasts.<\/em>&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Amid the quiet and the candles and the morning light, she was drawn to the stained-glass windows, three on each side of the church and each depicting a scene from the Gospels. As befitting Swansea\u2019s history as a seacoast village, each featured a water setting: Jesus teaching from a small boat at the shoreline; Jesus holding up his hand to quell a storm; Peter stepping onto the waves to walk on water. On the opposite wall were images of lambs and fish and feeding the hungry and a woman at a well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; After an hour of looking from scene to scene, something shifted inside her and a deep truth bubbled up. \u201cI\u2019m orphaned,\u201d she whispered aloud, her words half a prayer and half a demand. \u201cCut off from those I love in Narnia and those I love in England. Was Narnia just a dream? Were my parents and family just a dream? If so, how do I know what\u2019s real or not?&nbsp; Aslan said we would know him in this world, and I suspect for some reason that he meant you. But I turn and search and wait, and I don\u2019t find Aslan or you. Why are you and Aslan hiding? Why are you keeping happiness just outside my reach?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  The stained glass was silent.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-medium\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" src=\"https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/free-online-fiction-poetry-art-300x225.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5712\"\/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  Promptly at teatime, Susan walked through the gate into her new neighbor\u2019s garden. Instantly, she was enveloped in Alice\u2019s kindness and conversation and tea, and most of all by her cats. She formally met Buster, the golden cat who was a social extraordinaire, and Jazzy, the regal charcoal-gray stoic who promptly jumped onto Susan\u2019s lap and took a long nap. She had a long-distance introduction to Izzy, who peeked from the kitchen doorway.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; As Susan sat quietly in the warm peace of the garden, Alice described everyone in the village and promised to bring them to Susan\u2019s shop next week. She told stories about her husband and how much she missed him, and her happiness that their beloved bookshop was in Susan\u2019s care. She recounted how each of her cats had wandered into her garden needing rescue and home and love. All the while, draining two teapots and stroking a snoring Jazzy, Susan felt at home for the first time since leaving Narnia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; As sunset waned and stars began peeking out, Alice covered Susan\u2019s legs with a blanket.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  \u201cNow tell me, if you wish,\u201d she asked gently, \u201cwhat is a young woman looking for in Swansea?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  Susan took a shuddering breath, then launched into her whole story, from wardrobe to Narnia to Aslan to queen to train station and to life as an orphan. When she sobbed, Alice held her hand, and when the story was completed, Alice hugged her tightly. \u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  \u201cDear, dear girl,\u201d she said. \u201cI\u2019ve never heard the name Aslan and I\u2019ve certainly never seen a lion walking free in Swansea, but I think I\u2019ve heard his voice. I know you\u2019ll find him.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-medium\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" src=\"https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/free-online-fiction-poetry-art-300x225.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5712\"\/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  Days and weeks and months went by, filled with happiness, for Susan, Alice, Buster, Jazzy, and Izzy. Buster greeted everyone who stepped into the bookstore as if he were the sole purpose of their visit, and Susan began introducing him as \u201cmy best salesclerk.\u201d She took lunch and tea every day with Alice, and in the evenings, she read with at least one cat in her lap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; At the end of each day, after closing the shop, Susan walked across the street into the little church and sat for a while, taking in the stained-glass scenes and recalling every word of Aslan. Often, she would whisper her plea:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  <em>Where are you,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  <em>Lion who is good<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  <em>But not tame?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  <em>You would be here, I understood,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  <em>But I don\u2019t know your name.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  <em>In Narnia side-by-side we stood\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  <em>But here nothing is the same.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  <em>Please, I beg you, make good<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  <em>Your promise and give me your name,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  <em>Because to be real, things must have a name.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-medium\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" src=\"https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/free-online-fiction-poetry-art-300x225.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5712\"\/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  A gale swept rain sideways into Swansea early one evening after Susan had walked over to the village church. As the downpour crashed into the stained-glass windows, Susan knew there was no better place to shelter from the storm than this little church that had survived seven centuries of such blasts. Alice and cats were safe and warm at home, so she decided to wait it out for a bit. She sat directly in front of her favorite window depicting the shepherd holding a little lamb that had wandered away.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  \u00a0\u201cI live my life in widening circles,\u201d Susan said to the lamb, reciting words from a Ren\u00e9 Rilke poem. \u201cIs that what you were doing? Is that why you wandered away from your parents? Were you looking for the shepherd and couldn\u2019t find him straightway?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; She frowned at the shepherd. \u201cAnd where were you when the lamb walked away into danger? Didn\u2019t you know it was lost and scared? Was it worth it to put a lamb in danger so that you could play the hero?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; The only answer was the sound of rain pelting the window. She wanted to dash back to the comfort of her books and tea and fire, but she feared that the shrieking winds and lashing rain would knock her off her feet. \u201cThey might even blow me through the graveyard and into the sea,\u201d she said to the shepherd in the window. \u201cAnd who would know? Who would care, other than Alice and three lovely cats?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  Susan closed her eyes for a short rest, but what came to her was a fitful dream of lambs and lions, a dream that brought her no rest at all.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  She was startled awake by a change in the wind\u2014still ferocious, but now somehow joined by thousands of voices all talking at once. A humming rattle drew her attention across the church to a little door that had begun vibrating. The door had withstood the slamming rain and gale, but now was quivering and shaking under the violent pressure of the voices. Suddenly the door burst open, and the bodyless voices surged into the church. Susan pressed down in her seat in fear.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Clamping her hands to her ears to resist the deafening roar, she heard a single voice rise above all else. \u201cYou don\u2019t need to search for me,\u201d it said softly and kindly. Immediately the thousands of discordant voices went silent as if this one voice was the only one meant for her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Susan jumped to her feet. \u201cI know that voice!\u201d she shouted. \u201cIt\u2019s you, Aslan!Oh, thank goodness you\u2019ve come. I\u2019ve looked all over for you and\u2026please forgive me\u2026I\u2019d lost hope.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  Her eyes scanned the church, but no Aslan, which puzzled her because Aslan was too big to hide in such a small space.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; She cupped her hands to her mouth and shouted, \u201cAslan! Where are you?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  \u201cLook where you know you will find me,\u201d she heard in response.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  Raising her eyes to the stained-glass scene of the shepherd and lost lamb, she stared straight into the deep, kind eyes of Aslan. Then, just as when she had first heard his name in Narnia, Susan felt as if a warm blanket or wonderful music had wrapped itself around her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  Unsure of whether to laugh or cry, or even if asleep or awake, Susan heard Aslan speak from the stained glass. \u201cYou knew me as I was in Narnia and you know in your heart who I am in your world,\u201d he said. \u201cI have other forms and other flocks. I can\u2019t be described in a single way.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  Susan stepped closer to the stained-glass window. \u201cAslan,\u201d she pleaded, \u201cI need your help. It\u2019s so different here. Narnia was so special. I was special.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cYes, it\u2019s different here, but it\u2019s special too,\u201d the Lion said. \u201cYou see, all my worlds are connected\u2014Narnia, Earth, Heaven, even other worlds. The air in your world is a bit hazy, so you need wisdom and memory and courage to live wisely.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Susan shook her head. \u201cBut I\u2019m nothing here. Not Susan the Gentle, Queen of Narnia. Not even Susan Pevensie, because my family is gone. Pevensie is just a name rather than a family.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  After a moment, as he did long ago in Narnia, Aslan breathed on Susan\u2019s uplifted face, and she felt his gentle, warm air soothing her heart and tingling throughout her body.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  Aslan spoke, and his words warmed Susan as much as his breath. \u201cWhether you are known as Susan, Queen of Narnia or Susan, Bookseller of Swansea, your real name is \u2018Susan loved by Aslan.\u2019 Remember it. Store it in your heart. And remember, you don\u2019t have to be a queen to be Susan the Gentle.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  The church became quiet and comforting, and even the candles had somehow begun burning again. Susan\u2014lover of books and poems and Aslan and Narnia and Alice and Buster and Jazzy and Izzy\u2014recalled the line from Auden\u2019s Christmas Oratorio: \u201cFollow Him through the Land of Unlikeness; You will see rare beasts and have unique adventures.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0  She smiled up at the shepherd and lamb in the stained glass. \u201cThank you,\u201d she whispered. \u201cThank you for your name. I\u2019d better go check on those rare beasts you\u2019ve given me. They\u2019ll likely want to sit with me by the fire.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:18px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Bryant Burroughs writes stories and poems as reminders of those things he hopes are real and true. He and his wife, Ruth, live in Upstate South Carolina with their three cats.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-wide\"\/>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-9838\" srcset=\"https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443-370x278.jpg 370w, https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443-770x578.jpg 770w, https:\/\/faithhopeandfiction.com\/content\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1443.jpg 2016w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by Bryant Burroughs<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9837","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-original-online-fiction"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO Premium plugin v15.5 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>Susan, Queen of Narnia and Bookseller of Swansea | Faith Hope &amp; 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